i have a habit of focusing too much on the small things. in the sense that i want to understand/‘get’ everything, so what i do is i try to focus on every small detail when i interact with somebody to try and get to know what they actually feel/think.
i love that i do this! i really enjoy having a good read of a situation! and most times i do have an excellent read.
but sometimes i let my biases (to not work) get the better of me. i know this is kinda normal human behaviour, but this i do quite a lot.
i stage the situation using these small things to get out of working (or any other things) and use them as explainers as to why i did not do a certain thing. this works exceptionally well for (using) not so bright people.
i feel like shit after ofc! when i am in the process of explaining! but i do it a lot. i did it today. i setup what i was going to say today yesterday. fk. i kinda feel like a terrible person! but thats what i do!